Needless to say Insanity didnt work out for me. I did stick in there for a while though. I quit with only 2 weeks to go. Why? Because what I was doing outside of the Insanity workout was off track, so the workout wasnt beneficial. I dont know, I just cant get back into the groove of things. I see my goal, I see the new me, I see myself doing what I need to do but I cant follow through with it.
My new view on things is.... just flow. I will not say what I will and wont do. But I will definitely do my best to get in the groove. Its seem as though when I say I will eat this way and will workout like this everything goes left. So with that being said just make sure I dont go over board and try my best to stay focus on the bigger picture.
Its like a competition within myself that I am losing. I so want to win. I must win. New mindset.
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